sorry

I’ve been neglecting you but I have a new blog just forgot to mention it to anyone so here ya go chap n chapettes

http://landofdex.wordpress.com/

back pain

It’s getting a little unbearable and is actually going to put me out of work if it continues much longer!

So had a good few days been interesting to say the least and things are a little confusing sometimes but none the less I’m getting on with it and enjoying my time.

:D

I miss her too

Blogs

Sometimes I feel like writing my true feelings on here but I know people read it, I have something that a charming friend just helped me work out and I want to shout it to the world, but I should probably tell someone else first!

Parachute

Jumping out of  a plane tomorrow

Blog for Blog’s sake

So life is changing rapidly life is altering and my views on general things are changing, for the better yes.

Tomorrow I intend to do something it may well upset some people confuse others n may backfire but I know right here right now its what I need to do so I shall..

That should hopefully work out well enough for me to pull things off I think it will and I hope it will, should be fine but none the less its a little worry.

SO life..

Moving in has been interesting to say the least, I don’t get much me time and I think I need some more of that, I am rather fond of me time. Lack of sleep and snacking on food at odd times of day seems to be a regular thing I don’t mind so much but it just feels strange having worked all summer and had set times for stuff. Lots of things in my life are about to change or have already I relish the prospect and am thoroughly looking forward to new challenges but there are memories and places I don’t want to leave behind yet have to, its a circular thing and its annoying me but I’ve made my choice now for change and I’m happy with it or I may have become stagnant.

Confused

You know some people massively confuse me, there’s a lot of things going on with in one of my friend groups, oddly not my main one, yet I keep getting dragged into it all, which is fine I’m here to talk n aid but when lies and rumours get spread about me, to be honest you can FUCK OFF!

Ok, maybe I’m being a little bit over dramatic about everything but I’m fed up of trying to help multiple people at the same time and getting kicked in the teeth for it and as a result straining my relationship’s with people I care about.

Gar emotions,  meh

Homewards

I’m back home tonight, in fact writing this from my old trusty bed, all is good in the world.

The house is amazing only been there a few days and it already feels like home, its odd because I have two home’s at the moment and will for a while but I like it.

I have also made a few discoveries about myself and can make shocking predictions about how my social abilities will develop, worryingly I can see myself playing games, I always try to take an interest when people are playing games consoles but they have never been my thing, rather do something creative than kill time, moving back to my topic of conversation. However because of the excessive use of them in the house I can see me becoming a more regular player which feels strange because I don’t like them but feel I will so I can spend time with friends and I can have wider conversation topic choices. I guess this makes me a social gamer, a phrase I believe I just coined

Will report back soon, am liking this blog thing again.

Moving

Recently moved house down to uni-land and It’s great finally living on my own dealing with my own problems and living a life I have wanted for a long time.

I used summer to decide what to do with my life and I have kind of worked it out, going to work on it more tomorrow and actually set myself goals and tasks so hopefully I can end up where I want to be, if I want something I have to work for it, in the past things may have just happened but you know my luck can’t always last so a solution is needed! Hence the massive list in my head of stuff to get done!

RAWRSKI!

Ouchies

I think my doctor needs to be a little less busy, tried to go today but could only get one for whilst I was at work.

My ear is rapidly getting worse and I’m pretty certain I have fractured my finger socket on my left hand so pain levels are quite high at the moment, the hand I can explain but not the ear…

However all in all I’m super happy so all is good in the world