My morning
Not been very good feeling very down 
Really don’t want to go to uni but guess I should
Add comment October 20, 2009
Been a while…
I havn’t written much lately not really sure why, I’ve been having a private diary that noone can see, it’s probably a good thing noone can see that. Life is confusing at the moment, I’m in two minds about most things in my life, my job, staying at home, keeping my car, etc etc
I always knew between September and December would be hard, but not this hard, this is back breaking hard, alot of things are pulling me to bits, but so many things are holding me together. I’m not really sure of anything at the moment and it’s killing me
Add comment October 19, 2009
Cars
Its a well known fact that I love cars.
Its a fairly known fact that I want to sell my mini and buy another car but so far I have found nothing I like over the next few hours I want to find some but for once I’m going to look through insurance group lists rather than cars. So:
Group 1:
Ok lets not lie here this was never going to be great but there is one highlight the Aygo, Dispite its slow and smallness I LOVE that car. Its great seriously great so fun to drive but it really is a car you have two of and drive with your mate intentionally crashing so unfortunately I like nothing in group 1 as the aygo isn’t practical.
Group 2:
Well this is much the same as group one with a little more power but the Ka is there and as much as I say I hate them they are again quite fun cars so it can be considered but lets face it, its unlikely that I will buy one, they may be nice easy cars to drive but its just not my cup of tea..
Nice little car just doesn't suit me
Group 3:
Well here things start looking up really, not by much though the Ka gets more power and a seat Ibiza jumps into the mix which is an ok car if it wasn’t for the fact it was the old one and it drove like a pig as the newer one, other than that an old mini is in that group… LOL!
Damn those minis!
Group 4:
AN ALFAA!!! oh wait its just the mito… The impreza also makes a surprise entry here for sure its not the 2.5 but a 1.5 impreza would be very nice indeed!! Much the same as the other groups really except the matiz is in here or as I loving refer to it as the “bean car”
It looks Like a bean and I dont care what anyone else says!!
Group 5:
This list is much much bigger not sure I want to look through it as it looks like there might be some nice cars with thier lower engines spec in it I shall have a look though! Now lets say one thing this group is more like my thing, we have some very nice cars in here including the 206 which lets face it I adore its not a love but the car is simple cheap and economical what more could you want really? Oh it looks good too, its not wall poster masterbation good looking but its a car you can look at and be happy to own one. I really want one but deseperately want a nicer car, one that really grabs my gentlemens area and gives it a tug, this group just cant do that yet…
It just doesn't quite grab them and pull
Group 6:
This is the last group I can afford really before it starts going over my budget quite badly… and it just gets worse! The smart car is in here with much the same of the prementioned cars, theres a good reason why I wouldn’t buy a smart car
And heres why...
So it looks like Im destined to car I like but isn’t suitable or a car that is but doesn’t excite me looks like it is the 206 I knew that before going on this search but just didn’t want to admit it. I actually enjoyed writing this its like consumer advice might do some more some day soon..
Add comment September 17, 2009
Right…
Yesterday I felt great today I’m umm I’m not sure.
I sorted out my hours at work they are not great but they will do, car is currently not being repaired I’m going to stop the insurance money today I have had enough of paying for something I’m not getting, I’m selling the car even if it kills me and I sell it for less I have had enough! Litterly enough, everything around me is falling to bits and nothing is really going the way I want it to go, I would normally be OK about that but now its affecting my mood quite badly Its putting more strains on me than I really need so now SCREW IT!
I want my life to be how I want it and not how someone else dictates it should be, if I want a different car I’m going to get one it may take me some time but I’m going to get one, If I don’t want to work weekends so I can see my girlfriend I’m going to get a new job and tell Mr pendantic to fuck off in the process, I JUST DON’T CARE ABOUT ANY MAJOR FINANCE ISSUES RIGHT NOW!!
Add comment September 11, 2009
Nearly a week
Its been a while since I posted and that’s just because I don’t really want to share every second of my life with the internet anymore, I don’t really mind if you want me to, I tell the people that matter anyway.
My toe is slightly well more than slightly it is broken it hurts like fuck to walk today think I may have twisted it in my sleep got work in 5hours though hopefully it will be feeling better by then or I’m going to have to call in and explain, I shouldn’t imagine it will be too big an issue though.
Got to sort out my working hours too today hopefully they will give me Wednesday and Thursday ^^
That means I my week would go a little like this:
Mon: Uni
Tue: Uni
Wed: Work
Thu: Work
Fri: Uni/Free
Sat: Free
Sun: Free
Then use my free time to drink, drive or visit people (not all at the same time though)
Bored now Im gunna go shower
Add comment September 9, 2009
FFS
TODAY IM AN ANGRY MAN:
BED PISSED ME OFF!
PEOPLE THAT TEXT ME AT 6AM PISSED ME OFF!
HAIR IS PISSING ME OFF!
WORK IS PISSING ME OFF!
STOMACH IS PISSING ME OFF!
EVERYTHING IS PISSING ME OFF!
Add comment September 3, 2009
Becky Bum
I miss her so mucccccch, shes been away only a few days but not being able to know how her days are going is hell, I was really worried about uni just before she went away but now I’m not, I love her so we will be fine and this week has been hell not because I havn’t been able to see her but because I can’t speak to her when she’s in France because her phone doesn’t work out there, sucks but its nice to know that she’s missing me just as much as I am her, so yaaay ^^
I couldn’t really tell you why I have fallen in love with her if I’m honest, she’s fun caring, sexy and generally nice to me but then so are many other people to me, she’s just so special its magical even if we don’t see eachother that often at uni I know we love each other and we will get holidays together and then the time after uni together so it will be amazing, though seeing her shouldnt be too big a problem should be able to see her every other weekend so that’s just dandy by me 300 odd miles is no real distance to travel really, not for her, its 4 hours on train which is no time at all for a weekend with Becky.
I love her so much o(^_^)o
Add comment August 29, 2009
